Snore... Is anybody here

 

im here!

 

hey! who the **** are you pal!

 

So what day are we meeting at Barro's? Friday or Saturday?

 

you but i was only joking.

 

 

i thought i smelt something


oh and ever have one of those days where you feel like selling everything you own, and dissappearing from civilization? im seriously considering it, im sick of this bullshit job barely making ends meet, i really need to find something i enjoy....fast.

 

move to mexico

 

Where do you work?? I am making ends meet with just a little (very little) extra for enjoyment. That is why I am getting a second job. Not a job that pays a ton but it is a job that will allow me to get out of debt, save some money, and modify the car. I just found something that I do enjoy working with cool people.

 

**** dat, move to europe

 

move to brazil

 

im working at a place that does phone tech support... i did phone support once before and hated it, i swore i would shoot myself before going back into another call center...this one was supposed to be different but its mostly the same old bullshit

 

My main job is to take phone calls from people all around the world who need copier printer and fax parts. Most of the time they are idiots. You would think people that work on this stuff for a living would have an idea what they are talking about... Nope idiots, 95% of them don't have a clue. It's very frustrating but I just look at that as work. I love my car and want to keep it and am willing to sacrifice idiocy to have it. The people that I work with are pretty cool so that helps too. My second job is as a manager at Papa Johns Pizza at 59th and Beardsley. I am barely getting by until I start at Papa Johns then I will be working my way into the black again. It is all about perspective. Look for another job that you will enjoy with people that have similar interests.

 

i definately need to do something, anymore i feel like anything i do is a burden..even my car sometimes, i dunno i only seem to be happy sometimes when im say sitting watching some old tv show or something and i forget about myself and feel like im someone else or something...i dunno i really think i should seek help i just dont know why i havent yet. i think part of it is my job, but then again ive been through about 6-7 jobs in the last 3 years, fired from 2, almost fired from a 3rd and quit two.

 

what did you get fired for fool?

 

i wouldnt call it being "Fired" well i guess, but not in the sense that i did something really terrible and was walked out of the building, more of a "you just arent working out in this job" after less than 90 days type of thing

i think i am just stuck in a rut doing things i really cant stand, barely making enough money to pay rent and bills (like my $10,000 credit card bill) and am just kind of like "what is the point to all of this"

hell i even thought about selling my car for the $7500 i was offered for it, finding some other way to raise the other ~$2500 to pay off the card and just kind of starting over with nothing (but a student loan payment)

hell i dunno

 

dayyyyyyum thats some steep credit card bills.

 

peter... dude just relax, dont think about every single thing in your life at once, thats your problem... one step at a time, one step at a time.

like right now my problems are i need to get in school, i dont even know what i want to be, i have to pay off my car, etc etc... but do i give a ****? NO. the only thing i care about is FOOD because im hungry, ill worry about the other stuff when time comes, and i will work it all out.


and dont get so frustrated with work, if people call all pissed off who cares, thats there problem, just "act" like your concerned, and just play along with it, make it fun, try different approaches when talking to people, sneak in cues that secretly call them an IDIOT and see if they catch on lol... just stupid stuff like that

 

well it mainly stems from buying the car and tags and tax and **** ($6500) and moving across country/consolidating another credit card (5000) and some various other junk (1500~) so this time last year i was well over $12k, but its been a year and ive paid off only about $2000 of it...

i have no car payment per say, the title is in my name, i just have an unsecured CC loan that i used to buy it..

but im also stuck in the "i only make enough to pay the bills" phase where i really dont make much headway...

 

ya, but put it this way... it COULD be worse, ALOT worse... just be thankful you have a roof above your head, and a nice car to cruise around in, regardless of how you got there